I just got back from my ultrasound appointment and I'm bummed. There hasn't been a whole lot of change going on down there. My lining went from 7.8 to 8.53 and Dr. K didn't even measure my follies. He put me on an increased dose of Follistim injections - 75IU to 125IU. I have to take the increased dosage tonight and tomorrow and then back in on Wednesday at 11:15 for another check up. At that point, they'll determine whether to trigger (that's what I'm rooting for!), continue and/or increase meds longer or to cancel the cycle this month. If the latter happens, I'll be devastated.
I know that it's nothing that I can control but I already hate that my body isn't responding the way that it should and Jonathan's already having to wait longer and spend more on my stay and meds. Dr K assured me that it isn't a problem yet and I could come in Wednesday with great big mature follies but it's hard not to feel frustrated and aggravated with myself.
I just want this all to go as smoothly as possible and work for Jonathan, especially after he fought so hard to do it this month.
I know that it's nothing that I can control but I already hate that my body isn't responding the way that it should and Jonathan's already having to wait longer and spend more on my stay and meds. Dr K assured me that it isn't a problem yet and I could come in Wednesday with great big mature follies but it's hard not to feel frustrated and aggravated with myself.
I just want this all to go as smoothly as possible and work for Jonathan, especially after he fought so hard to do it this month.